Facing another things that kept me thinking for more then a month now. Though I have put it aside for weeks, but now it comes back in my head again.
Shall I follow what is in my heart? Or I shall keep myself to my brain, think logically? Should I pursue what I wanted? Can I coupe up with all the financial matters lies ahead? Who can guide me? Can my income covers on what I going to spend?!
What a decision to make. I have always been a person that couldn't make decision fast and steady enough. Always, in doubt, that I made or will make a wrong decision. Low in confidence, not independent enough.
Perhaps, I used to rely on someone too much, and get too used to it. Not to mention about big decision to make, even small matter like, which color of shirt to buy, or which set meal shall I have... I find it very hard to make a choice. I always can't make up my mind, and it takes time for me to give my final decision. And yet, right after I finally made the decision, I am in doubt if I made the correct choice. Oh dear... what is wrong with me?
Some advices given to me, and if you find it familiar, it must be from you!
> Spend it, you will earn it back!
> Spend till you broke, then you only gam yun go and earn!
> No point keeping your money if you are not happy! Give it to me :P
> Spend it wisely, keep some for rainy days.
and bla bla bla...
But then its true. Spend till I broke, then only I will take up my courage and go work for it again. I will somehow find a way to "fill up my mountain"!
The thing is.. I am thinking to spend on.... more then I can afford right now. HOW!? Back to the original question, shall I follow my heart?
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