How long more do I need to get rid all this flashing memory in my head? Some mini-minor stuff that I see or come across will create the one second reminder of something that I should have forgotten. Weird, I know. How should I describe it? Its more like a feeling that remind me of that certain moment. This memory doesn't stay long. Its just there in my mind for one second and it is gone. Something like, "hmm... this is familiar" and its related to this something that I don't wanna to think of it. Its only one second thing, its just the feeling, nothing solid come across in the mind. It don't really bothers me, but it does distract me from whatever I am doing.
I want to get rid this kind of feeling. Don't want to have anymore feeling towards this thing. Not even one second worth my thought of it. No way...
The only good thing I can say about this memory is...it leads me to blog this. At least some update about me, right? Other then that, I hope it will leave me.
Forget it for goodness sake!
1 comment:
There will always be flashbacks in our lives. Some will make us smile, some will depress us. It's virtually impossible to erase our past so we just need to learn from them (whether good or bad) and move on. :) The more you try to "forget" it, the more you find yourself thinking of it. So when those memories come into mind, just tell yourself, "hmm, okay" and continue with whatever it is you were doing and not dwell on it. It takes practise, but it works.
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