Nagging...

Don't know since when my life become so unorganized. Just like today, till now I haven't had my dinner. My first meal was around 4pm, and that is McD delivery. Which means, I did not step out from my door step for the whole day. Speaking of this, now I recall I haven't lock my door ^_^ brb...... lol :)

Backie... as in why I didn't lock my door just now, because I was holding my food, and another hand is blocking my kids from marching to the delivery guy hahaha...

Ok, anyway, I just thought to cook some instant noodles for tonight. I am hungry, but not super hungry. Or maybe I will skip the dinner tonight...

Back to the original topic, my unorganized lifestyle... and I think this is what lead me to fall sick frequent. I was sick last week, was sick last month, was sick 2 months ago and bla bla bla... antibody going low maybe!

I have yet to find something that will make me discipline myself, taking good care of myself, reorganize my life, add more spice and colours to my life! And that means, I have to find a solution to my problem right now. I am in dilemma. Dilemma what is ahead. What is the life I want, how do I want to live my future!

I have several option, but I don't know which one I should choose. All options lead to better life, if not the best life for me, and also each options I might need to sacrifice something. Which one shall I sacrifice? Which one I will be more happy?